Monday, February 27, 2006

 

hmm..received another close fren'z wedding invites its juz next week. peeps ard mi are settling down..my buddies r all happily attached, der comes e pressure from them, questions from them..i noe they r beri concern abt mi. but wat can i expect? finance status is a mess as a nsf..who would wanna risk wif me? i guess der's onli b suffering being wif mi..wat e point since i cant bring happiness 2 e person i love so much. letting her go mite juz b e option. dis is like tryin to get a loan from e bank, w/o any assets or monthly income 2 prove u wun turn dis transaction into a future bad debt, they wun gif u e trust..
stil e same old stuff, so happi 4 him..finally got settled down. at e beginning of e year, e calender is marked wif wedding invites. its gotta b a blissful year seeing couples who i noe get 2gether. so sweet..as 4 mi, its gotta b a blank page definitely..

{ moonlight shone on } oOpZz at
 2/27/2006 12:18:00 AM  
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

 

pissed..do i look like a bin 2 vent all ya anger on? or throw all ya emotional luggage into? everytin i do is wrong. wassup..? i admit at times u got all e reason 2 flare ya temper. but not all e time mind u..wat e hell? i nv been into been so tolerate 2 anione else b4. all this, juz for you. hopefully u r not taking mi 4 granted. my patience is wearing off.. pls spare a tot 4 me. will god juz let e boat sail smoothly? mayb i shd realli gif up..

{ moonlight shone on } oOpZz at
 2/15/2006 10:38:00 PM  
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