Friday, August 03, 2007

 

Finally..an off day tt i could laze ard..
seem like i had plenty of time to slow down my pace.. reminisce..
hke, spend hours there doing the same thing tt i used to. flashes of e game, e people that i once played N people whom used to hang out there..those were my past, a very significant chapter in my life. thou its a past tt i indulge in, yet its oso a past tt i dread to go back to.
have the luxury to sleep for all i wan..waking up 4 pm in e late afternoon. its such a bliss to me.

a mambo nitez at zouk really make me feel so different..i had changed, e feeling is totally different. hitting on hot babes, eyes combing thru e dance floor for eye candy is all of e past. my perspective had changed..the fact tt i can bring e girl tt i like along N at e same time enjoy myself so much is a visible evidence.

i guess committed relationship is realli not for me. im too numb. i don't realli like to bother so much. it hurts, e rip you apart feeling juz leave u so helpless till u believe u gotta resign to fate. tts not wat i adore. i'll nv go for u when i don't have e confident in you. guess i'll indulge in my carefree lifestyle. e devil may care attitude.

was mistaken as a gay in the ktv pub hours ago..i din realli clarify, it doesnt matter. but i dun tink im as attractive as those gay boys yet i will take tt as a compliment.

{ moonlight shone on } oOpZz at
 8/03/2007 02:29:00 AM  
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