Friday, August 03, 2007


 

Finally..an off day tt i could laze ard..
seem like i had plenty of time to slow down my pace.. reminisce..
hke, spend hours there doing the same thing tt i used to. flashes of e game, e people that i once played N people whom used to hang out there..those were my past, a very significant chapter in my life. thou its a past tt i indulge in, yet its oso a past tt i dread to go back to.
have the luxury to sleep for all i wan..waking up 4 pm in e late afternoon. its such a bliss to me.

a mambo nitez at zouk really make me feel so different..i had changed, e feeling is totally different. hitting on hot babes, eyes combing thru e dance floor for eye candy is all of e past. my perspective had changed..the fact tt i can bring e girl tt i like along N at e same time enjoy myself so much is a visible evidence.

i guess committed relationship is realli not for me. im too numb. i don't realli like to bother so much. it hurts, e rip you apart feeling juz leave u so helpless till u believe u gotta resign to fate. tts not wat i adore. i'll nv go for u when i don't have e confident in you. guess i'll indulge in my carefree lifestyle. e devil may care attitude.

was mistaken as a gay in the ktv pub hours ago..i din realli clarify, it doesnt matter. but i dun tink im as attractive as those gay boys yet i will take tt as a compliment.


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 8/03/2007 02:29:00 AM  
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Thursday, May 03, 2007


 

finally another dream come true, e preparation which took me over 5years..in term of searching for ideal design, artist. long..? im a cautious one..its gotta b wif me till e last breathe. and its definitely arent an impulse. finally had a taste of e pain..personally, on a scale of 1 to 10, i would rate it at 5, 6, 7 coz e truth is every inches of ya body hav a different sensation. if compared to e drilling in dental clinic, this is realli nothing coz of e surface differences..an advice to peep who wanna get one too, rate how badly u wan it..e after effect matters more than e process. mths to come, i will get my next tattoo on my feet..

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 5/03/2007 11:56:00 PM  
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Thursday, September 28, 2006


 

Finally went back to poly to completed my dip, my last module..Even SP is ever-changing just to match up with the fast moving pace of the outside world. New buildings, new structures that seems to welcome me back into the campus. New caferia that promotes stretch the students' spending power, not to mention, the more than familiar Foodcourt 4 seem like a stranger to me. Woo..its realli a total new experience. The evening class i'm in is filled with guys who is alot older than me, i seem like a small kid on my first day of school, ha..Guess once u are in a class, regardless your age, its just so rowdy and noisy. There's always someone in the class who keep asking nonsense, interupting the lesson. My class is with this common trait as well..May all go well, i'll get my full cert in 4mths later..


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 9/28/2006 11:22:00 PM  
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006


 

hate missing e bus, train..life is a journey tt requires ample patient. waiting for something to happen, waiting for e right opportunity to jump into e coaster that will take u to your ups and downs..maybe the right exposure that will take you to a whole new path. life is full of surprises awaiting you..


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 8/15/2006 09:21:00 PM  
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Monday, July 03, 2006


 

hmm..got my CPR cert. finally, an early morning rush from Pasir Ris chalet..it's worthwhile after all, the instructor of the course was a young funny chap who got us entertain throughout the 4-hours course. had nv pay much attention when i actually had chance to pick up the skill of CPR, recallin the time in NPCC, BMT..but nw im proud tt im confidence enough 2 conduct a CPR on emergency. yet i gotta update my cert every 2 years, sound like a hassle to me..


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 7/03/2006 12:42:00 AM  
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006


 

A confession..has a fetish over girls wif either a off shoulder tops. or long hair peering out from e back of their caps..or curly perm hair which displays a strong sense of feminine. these r realli attractive to me, solely juz 4 mi..


{ moonlight shone on } oOpZz at
 5/10/2006 08:16:00 PM  
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Sunday, April 30, 2006


 

wat u had told mi, gif mi e reason 2 stay in denial..
where e happiness u promised 2 hav..? cant realli trust wat u once told mi..indulge in ya confusion N dilemma..
ya way too complicated. its too much 4 mi 2 handle..u disable my ability 2 fall in love, no matter how much exposure i had. juz wanna remain oblivious to all kinda new r/s..cant feel anytin, im juz numb. had a realli hard time, exhausting myself completely; indulge myself in e pain..
im not ya priority anymore, im juz an option nw..


{ moonlight shone on } oOpZz at
 4/30/2006 06:28:00 PM  
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